But by the grace of God, I am what I am.
Posted in Personal on May 26th, 2008
It’s time for some change.
I’ve finally figured out that if I want to have self-worth then *I* have to do something about it. I can’t wait around for someone to see through all my crap and then to validate me. I need to validate myself. I need to drop all the habits I have of […]
Posted in Personal on May 24th, 2008
Last night I was thinking about my self worth, and I realized something.
It’s complicated.
And it’s entirely wrapped up in how I perceive other people’s perceptions of me.
I know that I’m a catch. There’s a man out there who will be damn lucky to have me.
But what happens in my head is that I don’t think […]
So I know I’ve disappeared off the face of the earth for awhile. It seems I’ve found better things to do than write things here - which, in all honesty, makes me kind of sad. This place has been such an integral part of who I am. You guys (if there are even any of […]
Posted in Personal on May 5th, 2008
Well I moved this weekend. The move itself was relatively easy - we were done by 2 on Saturday! Of course, I still have a few things left to pick up and cleaning to do, but that’s the easiest part.
The hard part is getting acclimated to living in someone else’s house. Even though I’ve lived […]
Posted in Personal on Apr 26th, 2008
Well I’ve officially let my boss know that I’m planning to move back to NC, so they know it’s a matter of when, not if. And I’ve got resumes out to a few places. Hopefully one of them will work out. I’d like to move this summer!
Speaking of moving, I’ll be moving this weekend. Out […]
Posted in Faith, Personal, Uncategorized on Apr 16th, 2008
Before I write anything else, I have to say that I am absolutely enamored with David Cook. If you don’t get it, listen to this song! Unfortunately, it cuts out early at the 3 minute mark even though the song is 3:54. Sorry about that, it couldn’t be helped.
Now. I think I’m schizo. I don’t […]
Posted in Personal on Apr 13th, 2008
As I write this, my Medievia character (Maranwe) is on a ship killing fae crabs.
Don’t ask.
I’m completely addicted to this game again. Part of it is the game. It’s genuinely fun to run around and kill things and run quests, etc. But the other part of it is the community.
Medievia is just a […]
Posted in Personal on Mar 25th, 2008
Well mostly pros…
One Option
Second Option
Amazing job
Lots of family (9) I want to be close to
A handful of friends (4) I want to be close to
Trees
Small Group
Green Grass
Sweet Tea
Bojangles
Four distinct seasons
Houses with actual yards and driveways
Driving distance to both the mountains and the ocean
Eastern NC BBQ
I could list the cons. But it’s pretty simple. The cons […]
Today definitely doesn’t feel like Easter.
For starters, it snowed yesterday. Easter is supposed to be all springy! Not snowy!
Then, I’m supposed to spend Easter (as well as all major holidays) with my family. Who are all 1,700 miles away.
If you can’t tell, I’m going through my periodic bout of homesickness. It’s been going on for […]
Bitterness has taken root in my heart.
And I hate that it’s there. But honestly, I want someone to validate that bitterness for me. To tell them that I’m right. To justify these feelings I’m having.
And there’s nothing Christlike about that.
I just finished reading Adam, the new book by Ted Dekker. It’s a psychological thriller that, […]
I’m a twenty-something girl from Denver, Colorado chronicling my thoughts for the world to see.
