But by the grace of God, I am what I am.
Posted in Personal on Jun 27th, 2008
It’s amazing to me how drastically your moods and emotions are (or can be, at least) affected by your circumstances.
I’m doing much better than I was earlier in the week. I confronted a few people who needed to be confronted, and the outcome was better than I expected. It was actually kind of liberating to […]
Posted in Personal on Jun 25th, 2008
My depression is back in full swing.
I used to say that if I was depressed it was because my relationship with God wasn’t where it was supposed to be.
Now, I know that’s not true. The problem is that I no longer feel as if I belong anywhere. I don’t fit in with my friends anymore. […]
Posted in Personal on Jun 20th, 2008
Something happened recently that made me hit an all time low in my life. Honest to goodness, I’ve never cried so much in my life. But they say time heals all wounds, and it’s true. Each day that passes is a little bit better. I’ve moved beyond hurt to anger. From anger I expect to […]
Posted in Personal on Jun 7th, 2008
After the conversation I just had with my mother (who has been here all week, woo!), I really feel the need to repost this.
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Posted in Personal on May 26th, 2008
It’s time for some change.
I’ve finally figured out that if I want to have self-worth then *I* have to do something about it. I can’t wait around for someone to see through all my crap and then to validate me. I need to validate myself. I need to drop all the habits I have of […]
Posted in Personal on May 24th, 2008
Last night I was thinking about my self worth, and I realized something.
It’s complicated.
And it’s entirely wrapped up in how I perceive other people’s perceptions of me.
I know that I’m a catch. There’s a man out there who will be damn lucky to have me.
But what happens in my head is that I don’t think […]
So I know I’ve disappeared off the face of the earth for awhile. It seems I’ve found better things to do than write things here - which, in all honesty, makes me kind of sad. This place has been such an integral part of who I am. You guys (if there are even any of […]
Posted in Personal on May 5th, 2008
Well I moved this weekend. The move itself was relatively easy - we were done by 2 on Saturday! Of course, I still have a few things left to pick up and cleaning to do, but that’s the easiest part.
The hard part is getting acclimated to living in someone else’s house. Even though I’ve lived […]
Posted in Personal on Apr 26th, 2008
Well I’ve officially let my boss know that I’m planning to move back to NC, so they know it’s a matter of when, not if. And I’ve got resumes out to a few places. Hopefully one of them will work out. I’d like to move this summer!
Speaking of moving, I’ll be moving this weekend. Out […]
Posted in Faith, Personal, Uncategorized on Apr 16th, 2008
Before I write anything else, I have to say that I am absolutely enamored with David Cook. If you don’t get it, listen to this song! Unfortunately, it cuts out early at the 3 minute mark even though the song is 3:54. Sorry about that, it couldn’t be helped.
Now. I think I’m schizo. I don’t […]
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