I am so proud of myself. I actually got up and worked out this morning. There was a split second decision in my head – should I go back to sleep? – but I hauled my butt downstairs and did it. It was easier today. I was able to go faster than I’ve been able [...]

Well… I couldn’t get my sorry butt out of bed early enough this morning to work out. I fail, and it’s only the second day. At least tomorrow is a new day!

Well I actually got up and worked out this morning. How long does it take before working out in the morning leaves you refreshed and energized for the day, rather than tired already? And… it takes 2 weeks to form a habit, right? 13 more days before this is something that I’ll just do instead [...]

It’s time for some change. I’ve finally figured out that if I want to have self-worth then *I* have to do something about it. I can’t wait around for someone to see through all my crap and then to validate me. I need to validate myself. I need to drop all the habits I have [...]

This makes me laugh…

Last night I was thinking about my self worth, and I realized something. It’s complicated. And it’s entirely wrapped up in how I perceive other people’s perceptions of me. I know that I’m a catch. There’s a man out there who will be damn lucky to have me. But what happens in my head is [...]

So I know I’ve disappeared off the face of the earth for awhile. It seems I’ve found better things to do than write things here – which, in all honesty, makes me kind of sad. This place has been such an integral part of who I am. You guys (if there are even any of [...]

Well I moved this weekend. The move itself was relatively easy – we were done by 2 on Saturday! Of course, I still have a few things left to pick up and cleaning to do, but that’s the easiest part. The hard part is getting acclimated to living in someone else’s house. Even though I’ve [...]