What Am I Doing?
Posted by Amanda on June 24th, 2007 . Filed under: Personal .I’m sitting here tonight, wondering what in the world I’m doing. Can I really walk away from all that I’ve been?
When I’m alone with my thoughts, it feel so right. It’s only when I begin to think of other people and what their reactions will be that I start to question myself.
Isn’t that what got me into this position in the first place?
June 25th, 2007 at 12:23 am
You need to be true to yourself, however that turns out.
Living a lie is worse than not living at all, and you know that.
Your friends will be here for you, no matter what.
Kisses
June 25th, 2007 at 6:33 am
Ditto! For once, this really is all about you. Whatever you decide, I’ll still be around, and many of your REAL friends will do the same. You have to make this decision for yourself, and not be influenced by others.
Sending you happy thoughts and a virtual hug.
June 25th, 2007 at 8:50 am
Mandi, don’t do it for others, do it because you know that it is right.
You know what is right, you know God is real and in your heart and life, you have not felt him in awhile. We all go through that stage.
Hang in there, keep getting alone with your thoughts, it can be a little scarry, but that sometimes is when we get the clarity we need.
June 25th, 2007 at 11:29 am
Mandi, truth is truth, no matter what people think. I encourage you to search for the truth and don’t be satisfied until you’ve found it. Don’t worry about what I or anyone else think. Of course I’m sad that I may lose a sister in Christ, but God is big enough that He can bring you back to Himself without anyone’s help. Just don’t shut the door to anything – seek the truth.